A Very Far Place!!!

Today 13 september 09 (sun)

every sunday morning juz like normal , wake up n prepare for attend my music class. but 2day we ( mean i n my fren ) need to go by ourselves bcoz yesterday my another fren(who every sunday took us to music class)sms to us ,tat he tomorrow cant go le ..so he ask us to go ourselves n mayb nex time also ..but we juz feel like nthg coz may b he busy or anything ..
But today morning when i sign in my Msn which i usually sign in b4 goin to attend music class ...suddenly my fren 'pm' n said ''our fren pass away already''(mean tat fren who transport us to music class is alread pass away) ..normally human reaction sure say'' don play la ..this is not a joke okie''den my fren reply me tat ''realli d ..he already pass away ..which he suicide'' but i still not belive it !!but.....when we reach tat class(bcoz of today our fren cant transpot us ..so my fren parent took us lo..)..i saw my teacher n other fren face look so sad ..like something ..had happen ..
den my teacher ask me '' u all noe tat ur fren thing ma '' firstly i not understand wad he mean ..but finally i think tat is realli my fren has already gone ..but i still not belive it ..tat my fren has go to a very very far places ..without telling us anything ...but it already happen ,,something tat cannot change already ..it too late !!!my fren he suicided ...
my head had so many question wan to ask ..eg
how he suicide?
y he suicide?
coz i noe tat our fren is a very cheerful , n positive person ...so he wont do such thing like suicided..!!but my fren told me tat he hurt by a girl ...but i say '' hurt by a girl nonit do such thing right'?den he reply me tat '' may b tat girl hurt him too deep ''for a person who is cheerful n positive wont do cuch thing but may b tat girl realli hurt him toooo deep
...but i didnt heard anyone said tat he like someone !!!
tat girl dunno who lai d ...make my fren do such thing !!!

LOVE can make ppl suicide or happy or sad !!!
but all this feeling or action can control by our own ..
so nonit feel sad or feel like wan suicide ..for LOVE

but time is already pass ..nothign can change the pass ..
but we can change the future either is good or bad .is all in ur hand !!!

now my fren is already gone to a very very far place which ..we cant reach there ..now
but ..someday we will reach tat place too ...
but juz tat time u go there is early or later ..

Juz feel like having a nightmare ..
hope all my fren can think positively..b4 taking some action
..n b strong ..when face any problem..!!